Failure makes no difference in your relationship with Christ. Christ’s love is the basis of His commitment to you and Christ’s finished work is the anchor of His acceptance of you. What you do or do not do does not affect or change His presence in your heart, Christ is holding you from beginning to end and your relationship with Christ is eternal, there is no end to it. You are safe with Him and His arms of grace will wrap around you, embrace you and never let you go.